u all might be curious why am i heartbroken... well.. it is nt abt ani guy!! it is nw abt my dearest Sansan... my longest ever known fren... since K1.... can u believe it?! hw mani of u can tell me tat u are still contacting ur kindergarden fren till nw n de bond btw de 2 of u is still so strong n nice.. i can proudly say tat onli a few can confidently tell me this.... ok.. i shall nt elaborate on hw i noe her n everyting.. but still i realli treasure her lots.. she is always there when standing by me... always supportin me... nv will i forget that time hw she stood up fer me when Huifen came n confront me coz of Laimay... (ok..this matter already settle le.. juz an example.. whoever reading... *Laimay n Huifen dun mind hor...* nv... yesh my dear fren... realli... no 1 can replace ur status in my heart... yesh.. u are my dearest ever fren..!!!
TO: CHAN JACK SAN...
San..though we rarely still go out..coz after u transfer primary sch.. but still i am realli happi tat we get 2 reunite in secondary sch.. however... we do have misunderstandings.. but still we go thru it.. thru think n thin..... but still we are still frenz... and realli glad 2 know u as my longest known fren... havin known u is NEVER.. yesh i repeat NEVER a regret... and nw... seeing wat u have done 2 urself realli breaks my heart... pls.. gal.. i beg u.. pls dun do this 2 urself.. stop slashing urself.. i realli dunwanna lose u, my realli greatest fren.. pls get over him.. n start anew fresh... dun hurt urself because of him.. he is nt worth it.. in the case.. nw... i shld nt have say tat person as a he but a IT!!! tat guy realli is a jerk... he is even worse den a beast... realli.. sansan.. seeing those photos posted in ur blog.. it realli breaks my heart.... remember? ystrday.. u told me... tat u have slashed ur wrist so much times.. after seeing tat... my tears juz drop... i simply cant control it.. coz this remind me of Jennifer.. sure u still remember her... remember hw we all felt tat time when we received de news abt her death? it sumhw leads me 2 have tat grief in me again.. pls.. sansan.. i dunwan 2 see wat happen 2 her happening 2 u... remember.. u still have ur frenz, ur parents there always fer u... never will we leave u... coz all of us care for u... love u... treasure u... realli... hope tat u will get thru this down period in ur life... always remember that u have us...nv be so foolish 2 do harm 2 urself... we simply love u..!!! kaY?? learn hw 2 walk thru ur darkest period of time will realli lead u 2 another level.. jiayou!!! support u all de waY!!! i will not be standing behind u n so far behing tat u cant even see me!!! but i will be standing side by side with u n fight thru de dayz..!!so gal.. CHEERUP!!! SMILE!! i am looking forward to the day which u will tell me happily n excitedly," Ping, yesh!! i did it... i have walk thru my darkest ever period of my life!!!i will continue on my life without all these hurts n i am veri happy nw..." okay?! =D
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